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COLD....(shiver...)ahhhh its really cold these days.walkin outside or inside the classroom is like in the air-con room like tht.SO COLD!
eversince sch starts,we hav been stayin in sch till evening near night. hax, by the time i reach home is already8 something... so late.but i still like sch! my cls! such a nice place to stay in!hoo. ppl say they r slpin later n later, but now, i am slpin earlier n earlier. hax abt 10 -11 then i already cannot ta han liao. nvm, i think things seems to gert better for me already. last post i mentioned tht i m havin depression. n some may thinj tht :"huh? siqi also will get depression one ar ??" yupp. i got it le! aft so many years of livin in this world, i finally had some depression this yr .. hax well, i guess i am alot better now. i can't really say tht i am 100% alright, cus i really don't know when i will b depressed again. but i think i won't let tht happen bah.
jh mentioned faith,confidence and determination. totally agree. for me, i thnk confidence is the most important thing.it is ur own confidence tht keeps u going, belivin tht u hav to ability to do wadever stuff. the nxt one for me is.... yeah..FUN, enjoyment. hav fun n enjoy wad u r doin. always be positive. look at the bright side in everything n enjoy every moment tht u r goin through, regardless of whether its happy or an unhappy moment, its just part of your journey, a part tht will become ur memories.wad u need to go through u hav to go through, n its jus a matter of when it happens. but u look at it in a manner tht, eh u actually had been through a lot of things, n unknowingly, u r actually becomin stronger n stronger as an individual. wahahahax. i write until like i am very pro liddat... hax i also dun really noe wad i am writin. i think i shld stop here , if nt i will jus keep rambling n rambling nonsense. heez... yi shang zhi shi wo ben ren sou shou de fei hua, bu bi dang zhen. hax
I MUST GROW UP!( i mean mentally ar)

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